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"I don't think either of us really fit in that well, and possibly that's what drew us together."
-Amy Lee

If we were meant to be friends forever, then forever didn't last very long. I expect too much from my friends. Even then, it's too much that even they won't be able to do. They've proven that much to me, and I think I, myself, am making it worse. They've shown me that my secrets aren't safe anywhere, even with them. I found out that friends don't trust other friends, and are more comfortable sharing with someone they just got to know. I learned that we shouldn't care about each others feelings, since it's stupid to worry like that. But through it all, I've learned one valuable lesson- Why should I care anymore? What I think is stupid and pointless. My feelings have no significance anymore.

Those who are my friends... if you read this, don't feel offended. I only write truth in what I've seen in everyone. I wouldn't blame you if you said I did these things too and said that I wasn't one of your friends anymore. Does it really matter? If you say that, then we really, never were from the beginning...

~Find peace and rest only in your dreams. It is the last safe place.~